DEAR JB

September 9, 2019

JB,

I go to sleep without you in my tummy and I weep. I weep because you are the one we have waited for our entire lives and yet here we are unable to hold you.

Please be with me as I live the rest of my life in faith, hope, and love, JB. Mommy wishes to live a life you can be proud of so I can be worthy to be ushered by you to the foot of our Loving Father in heaven.

I love you beyond words, beyond breadth, beyond the innermost core of my very soul… I long for your little hands to hold my finger. You tiny laugh. Your cute little sneezes. Your baby breath. None of those I can ever experience. But please laugh and have fun in heaven with all the little angels up there.

I love you forever and always, JB.

Loving & longing always, Mommy